I first visited the healing rooms to pray about an auto immune condition I had and I felt was causing my hair not to grow and break off when I saw a little growth. I came back ask for prayer about my marriage and bitterness to be removed and an issue I was facing with my 'gut' not feeling right. The Scriptures I received were spot on to think about the things which were lovely, noble, pure and admirable. I was also given Psalm 139:13-15 about being fearfully and wonderfully made and being knitted together. For the next few weeks and more than a month I found it difficult to change my thinking and thoughts about what I was missing and being tired and sore and seeing nothing changed and thinking about a break from work. Then, since subsequent visits I have been meditating on the Word of God and writing and speaking this Scripture and believing differently that God's love is strong and mighty, pure and unfailing. And if He knit me together once in the womb then He is surely knitting me together again and it will be wonderful but He will take some time to do it.

Since lock down has commenced my husband is at home and been able to look after home schooling the children and all aspects of the home and I have been able to see his care not only for our children but for me. Previously I had felt resentment towards him for being stronger than I was about wanting to take control and not being able to run the home the way I would like and having to balance home and work. Now at this special time where we are all home as a family and I am the one who is going to work while my husband runs the home, I can say he does it well and better than me without the tears. I can say walls have been broken down and I am able to see the love he has not only for me but our children and really wanting the best for us. 

I am slowly receiving healing in the gut area but my body is overall stronger and no aches and pains. I am now able to rejoice that we have been given different gifts by the same Lord and Spirit and accept that my path looks a lot different to what I think it should have been like. I am enjoying going to work (at home) and not having to cook or clean much and spend time with our family on my days off. we have been able to get things done that were irritating us but we didn't have time to do; what I could never do by myself has now taken a few hours to sort or a couple of days working together with my husband and communicating more clearly and kindly.